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It's one of those things, you're just getting back on your feet again, and then the world comes up at bites you in the backside. I seem to be making a habit of getting increasingly worse illnesses. With the latest being problems with both of my eyes.
In October, after seeing flashing lights and a weird shadow in my peripheral vision, it turns out that the retina in my right eye had started to detach. I found out that I have had holes in both my retinas for a long time, which have only recently gotten worse. I have now had surgery on both of my eyes, saving my vision.
I'm sure that some people would approach not going blind with a new lease of life, make the most of each moment of sight, and so on, but it's hard to do that while my eyes still aren't back to normal (my glasses prescription keeps changing as they're healing) and I'm still getting used to the four, new, permanent blind spots in my vision. It's not something you can expect someone to bounce back from with new found purpose like they do in the movies.
I'll start being active and commenting and favouriting again. I had been working up to doing some more art, but then this all happened, so there wont be any drawing from me for the time being.
I hope that everyone understands.
In October, after seeing flashing lights and a weird shadow in my peripheral vision, it turns out that the retina in my right eye had started to detach. I found out that I have had holes in both my retinas for a long time, which have only recently gotten worse. I have now had surgery on both of my eyes, saving my vision.
I'm sure that some people would approach not going blind with a new lease of life, make the most of each moment of sight, and so on, but it's hard to do that while my eyes still aren't back to normal (my glasses prescription keeps changing as they're healing) and I'm still getting used to the four, new, permanent blind spots in my vision. It's not something you can expect someone to bounce back from with new found purpose like they do in the movies.
I'll start being active and commenting and favouriting again. I had been working up to doing some more art, but then this all happened, so there wont be any drawing from me for the time being.
I hope that everyone understands.
How have you been?
:bulletblue: :pointr: I've come to the realisation that I just need to stop freaking out about everything. In all honesty I have been avoiding dA because I didn't feel like I belonged here any more, I haven't made any of my own art for over a year now, and it just felt that I wasn't supposed to be here if I wasn't contributing anything myself on a regular basis.
But seriously, I'm making myself miserable by pretty much breaking ties with many lovely internet friends who I communicated with through dA, and that is just silly. I have to stop wallowing in my own disappointment at my lack of art production, and actually just talk to you lovely
A few questions
:bulletpurple: :pointr: It's been a little while since I've been on dA because of the new house (still not entirely moved in yet! ^^; ) But the lovely Bandarai (https://www.deviantart.com/bandarai) tagged me to do some questions, and I thought it looked like a fun thing to do c:
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Questions
1. What's your favourite hobby?
- Oh man, I guess making art is still my favourite hobby. Especially finishing a really detailed picture, it gives a really nice feeling of accomplishment c:
(If it was most interesting hobby, that would have been rifle shooting. I do .22 indoor target shooting)
2. What do you do for your job?
- I am a Graph
Exciting News - New Home!
:bulletpink: :pointr: I apologise for my absence for the past two weeks, but my partner and I have just finished buying a house!
Such a stressful experience! Lawyers, Estate Agents, Home Insurance, argh! It's taken a while to get sorted out, but it is now officially ours :D
We've been to various shops this week trying to find kitchen appliances and furniture that isn't too expensive, the bed and fridge/freezer will be delivered next week so we'll actually be able to move into the house after that c:
I just wanted to explain where I've been. I'll begin catching up on my messages and commenting on all of you guys' lovely artwork soon :heart:
What do you want to be in the future?
:bulletorange: :pointr: I'm genuinely interested in hearing about what people's plans for the future are.
Do your plans involve art, or is art just your hobby?
If it does, what kind of area are you hoping to get into?
Graphic Design at an agency, freelance illustrator, paint what you want and sell your work as a fine artist?
I've just been quite concerned recently, because I really don't know what I want to be.
I know I want to have a job related to illustration and science, but I'm still trying to figure out what that is.
If you know what you want to be (or already are), or are like me, and aren't quite sure yet, I'd love to hear about
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I remember you posting about this! Ugh, I'm so sorry that happened! It sounds absolutely terrifying >: